CALM DOWN

I really should calm down... Ok. Deep breath... I'm not going to burst it out here. I'm going to tell about what I feel slowly and nicely... I'm not going to babble or bashing around. I need to do this or my heart will be the one that burst out...

Here it this.
I met a lot of jerks. I mean it.
Is it so wrong for people who don't understand asking a question about something that they REALLY DON'T KNOW?
Ok, calm down...

I like this particular guy. Actually, he's very very famous, far away, and out of my reach (but I will meet him in 2015. I will...). I'm on the bridge of sorrow and helplessness because of it. Then he has his facebook, twitter ah, I don't know. Since he's famous, a lot of people faked his facebook. There was a page that someone said that it was fake. I never opened his facebook before for it's private and only Gods knew where to find it. Yes, I didn't know and was not sure that it was a fake. So I asked this 'someone' whether she/he was sure that it was a fake. You know what that someone did, oh, she/he laughed.

I really need to take a deep breath..
I don't want to scream...

Yes, I know that it's part of my fault for being clueless. Maybe that someone thought that I should know everything about him since I liked him so much. Maybe that person thought that I was a stupid girl for not knowing something so obvious. Maybe that person thought that he/she knew everything about him. Agh! I don't know. My mind is filled with bad thought and I need to let it out...

I should learn from this. Never ever laugh at someone even though he/she's asking for something so obvious because maybe he/she just don't know or clueless. It's not wrong to ask.. I'm right, am I...?
Ha. I'm kind of over-reacting but what can I do? I'm on the bridge of sorrow and helplessness, I tend to over-reacting. I need to calm down.

I'm going to love that words. "Calm Down."

Ja,

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I'll LIVE